9am: I’m okay
10am: I’m okay
11am: I’m okay
Noon: I’m okay
1pm: I’m okay
2pm: I’m okay
3pm: I’m okay
4pm: I’m okay
5pm: I’m okay
6pm: I’m okay
7pm: I’m okay
8pm: I’m fine
9pm: Don’t think about him
10pm: I miss him
11pm: I fucking hate him
Midnight: All the memories come flooding back
1am: I can’t sleep, he’s in my head.
2am: My heart is aching
3am: I miss his strong arms around me
4am: I miss his voice, his laugh and his smile
5am: Eventually falls asleep
9am: Repeat. - (via iclungtoy0u)
You escaped from my head and now I can’t decide whether I need you back there or not.
I don’t wake up to the thought of you,
I’ve stopped thinking about you before I go to bed.
The dreaded waves of missing you are more like light showers.
One day I just woke up and I guess something connected back together inside of me,
It was like you didn’t exist anymore and the wounds you left had been healed.
I was broke and now I’m not.
I’m still left with a numb tingling feeling in my body,
But without the memories that remind me why it’s there.
It’s like I’ve forgotten but my heart still feels empty,
I don’t know which is worse,
The empty feeling in my chest or the pain I once felt in my heart? - (via iclungtoy0u)
Maybe I shouldn’t have told you that I love you while I was drunk and sitting on my bedroom floor at 2am,
But maybe you shouldn’t have been the one to shoot me down.
You shouldn’t have held my hand and caressed my skin with your thumb,
You shouldn’t have circled your arms around my waist so tightly that my heart sped so quickly and I realised I love you.
You shouldn’t have sung softly in my ear with your chin resting on my shoulder and your warm breath touching my lips making me want to kiss you.
You shouldn’t have told me that you could never fall out with me,
That allowed me to trust you,
I thought I could tell you anything without you leaving.
This poem isn’t about how you should have said you love me back,
Because boys like you don’t want girls who are only confident and outgoing after they’ve had a few sips of alcohol,
Though I promise that I was nothing but honest and myself with you all the while that I knew you.
Just because I love you,
It didn’t mean you had to leave.
I could be around you while being only just a friend,
It would hurt,
One day I would have to see you look at someone else like the way I look at you.
But I could cope with that if it meant being around you.
Maybe you were just trying to save yourself,
Maybe you didn’t want to see me hurt as it would cause you pain too. - Maybe you should stop lying to yourself  (via iclungtoy0u)
I know you like me,
You told me that time you were drunk on the phone,
I would probably like you back if there wasn’t someone else.
In a world where he doesn’t exist,
I would probably fall in love with you like I have with him,
I’d look at you like your my whole world,
I’d memorise my favourite parts of you,
Everything.
I know that you look at me the way I look at him,
I see it in your eyes but I also feel it in my own.
We live in this vicious cycle where we all fall in love with the wrong person,
We watch the person we like fall for someone who likes someone else.
It’s never-ending,
It’s painful,
It’s teenage love.
I’m a heart ache waiting to happen. - So are you.  (via iclungtoy0u)
I spent my Wednesday winter evening’s hidden in the corner of various coffee shops with you.
I remember how after coffee we would stand at the bus shelter,
Your body pressed against the wall and my shivering body pushing up against yours,
My lips turning blue as the cold clung onto them.
I can still feel your arms circled around my waist;
Your forehead pressed against mine.
I remember staring into your eyes and wishing for you to kiss me,
We both knew it would be wrong.
I can still smell the vodka on that strangers breath as he watched us one evening,
“You two will get married you know.”
I remember him telling us,
I was wishing it was true,
We both laughed at him and at how difficult the situation was.
I mean,
We were both seeing different people and you were just trying to keep me warm,
Right?
But I smiled at the stranger anyway and so did you.
“You have lovely hair.”
I remember the stranger slurring at me.
You whispered in my ear about how what he was saying was true,
I remember shivering as you tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
Your touch gave me chills,
We both knew that.
Not even the cold could make goosebumps raise on someone’s arm like that.
I think about those night’s a lot,
Maybe if we had met at a different time,
Things would be different.
I hope that one day we’re different. - Maybe I’ll see you in a coffee shop and we’ll smile at each other and we’ll both remember those nights  (via iclungtoy0u)
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